Twisted Tobi

One of my alltime favorite actresses and legends once said “Nothing is impossible, the word itself says ‘I’m Possible’!”  I have decided to follow Audrey Hepburn’s advice. We all have so much in life to deal with, the good, and the bad. Always it seems, as if it is impossible. I, myself, have bounced back from my bad turns with more vigour and strength than I ever had thought possible. I have thought my current life tasks as impossible. Hearing her advice, made me realize, it is. Now my few and loyal readers, I never said it would be easy. I just said, it is possible. So, with that said, I will try to follow that mantra into everyday life. Home, work, relationships, and even my personal relationships with friends, family, and myself. 

Everyone has dreams, and very few of us realize them, or even ever see them come into fruition. I, myself, have dreams that seem impossible, but with a bit of hard work, the right timing, and a little luck, it may very much happen for me. What are my dreams? Well, that my loyal readers, is for you to eventually find out for yourself. I felt inspired by this quote, and with it in mind, tomorrow, I will take my first steps into putting it into my work life. So, what do you think of Audrey’s advice? What are your dreams? What do you think you could do or change to realize them? And finally, what is holding you back? I will give you my answer to the last one. The only thing that holds me back, is my fear. Fear of failure.

Let me know what you think, and reblog this if you feel inspired too. Good night my loyal followers. Sleep well, and dream the impossible, and remember the word itself even says, I’m possible.

-Tobi

Damn, I am terrible at remembering this password. SO I am back. Again, and hereby will try to write at least one blog a night. I would love to get more followers, who knows maybe i will… maybe i wont…. but i will chat about anything and everything, so I hope that is okay. Alright, so in a bit, i will post a blog, some personal stuff … maybe a story of hope … who knows.

Dear Readers,

Today, it is with a heavy heart that I write to you today, if anyone ever reads this. Today’s theme is death, as I got news when I got home from work, that my Uncle had died while I was at work. The worst part, is that I am not even sure my mother knows, since no one could get a hold of her. So, it may fall upon my shoulders to tell her. This is the worst thing I have ever had to do. So, I was wondering, if anyone had any advice they could give, or share to help me, or her through it. How do you handle death? How do you help people through it? What is the worst thing you have experienced like this? How did you handle it? Anyone? At all? Please?

-Tobi

So, my last post was almost three months ago. So much for THAT promise! Lol. Anyway I hope everyone is doing well, and celebrating responsibly. Uhm, not really sure what to say … if anything … if anyone is even reading this …

-Tobi

Okay, so I totally just remembered about my Tumblr, so I guess I shall make a resolution to check it at least once a week! If I can handle that then I will go to Once a day! I want to gain more followers, and I do say the strangest things at times, I don’t know why people find that enter—-SHINY! … anyway, it is almost 4 am, and I am exhausted peoples! Sooo, catch ya on the flip side, or … whatever. Meh. Bye. Adios, Hasta Luego, Ciao, whatever way ya wanna take it, but I’m out.

As life has so often done, it throws us obstacles forcing us on and off of our natural paths. I have been deterred, forced down many rabbit holes so to speak, and I have returned to Tumblr to relate my travels to you all. Work has been keeping me fairly busy, about 40 - 60 hours a week, plus trying to find time to do housework, laundry, family stuff, trying to maintain a relationship, dealing with death, finding a new car, a new job, among many other things. Life has kept me so busy, and I guess it is a relief for it to finally be slowing down. And now, I am going back, from my Wonderland, to ask the question we all have to ask. What do I do next? Destiny, fate, free will. Is it all the same? I sometimes wish that I could have a map of my choices, and their consequences, rather than having to figure it out myself. Because sometimes, it really starts to give me a headache. I wish I could have time to say “Stop. Wait a second.” But I can’t, I have responsibility, and stuff I have to accomplish. And now that my ranting is over, I guess I will end this blog on one final note. Sometimes, the hardest things, are left until it is too late. Knowing this, I must take a chance, and do what I must.

So the past couple days havent been all that exciting. Productive i suppose, but not exciting. Work, housework, and watching Vampires Suck. I really need to get some life back into my … well … life. Seriously if my life was on an operating table, the doctors would go “Well its screwed anyway … lets have lunch!” I mean its the way my world goes haha. So for my only follower, here is what i propose, help me come up with ways to make my life exciting! :D

So I just typed a MASSIVE blog … hit send … and ERROR …. i lost all that time i spent on my last post … evil … anyway … i will try to remember what i wrote …

So today and tomorrow I have off. I dont know what to do now that my housework and laundry are done, so i need ideas. So far I have come up with the following…

1. Read a book
2. Watch a new movie tonight with Grym and Tonia
3. Have a movie fest Friday Night with the family.
4. Dinner guests Friday
5. Learning a song on the piano
6. Attempt to understand Albert Einstine Theories?
7. Learn to dance The Hustle
8. Put on a fat suit and sumo wrestle
9. Wear alot of sponges, roll around in paint and jump against walls
10. Wonder around aimlessly with a walkie talkie and act like i am part of the Mod Squad.
11. Blogging for my few followers

Okay so thats all i have thought of … so people … i need ideas! Suggest some! (And blogging ideas would be nice too!)

Ouch … here is things that suck as well ….

1. working 35 hours
2. only sleeping 3 hours each night
3. being so clumsy your practically disabled
4. … Vampires …

haha that is all :D

farrahness:

1. Getting a cavity filled at 9 AM.
2. Going to work an hour later.
3. Doing this on 4 hours of sleep.

That is all.

(pretend that picture is him sobbing instead of motorboating Lily Evans and we’ll be fine)

• Question: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET? - tumblrbot
• Answer:

  I guess, I would really love to go to Japan. Beautiful country, beautiful culture. The air is rich not only with history and culture, but its an amazing place to see what they have been through, the struggles, and see how so many people live in such a small area. Its mind boggleing to me.